So today sucked. Big time.
I didn't even last the first five minutes after I woke up without complaining. lol. I really need to work on that.
I really don't like my lab partner in Chemistry, he's an asshole. I also do not like my Chemistry lab teacher, as she makes up dumb rules with stupid consequences. I despise Chemistry to begin with, and then all the lovely events that occured today only strengthened my opinion of it. Chemistry must die. mwahahahaha.
Other then that, I went and saw another movie today. Reign On Me was a really... touching (?) movie. I'm not sure what word to use to describe it, but it was good and Adam Sandler did phenomenal in a serious role.
And American Idol-wise? Sanjaya seriously needs to go, and I decided that the top two should be Jordin and Blake. Melinda and LaKisha have wonderful voices, but I don't think that either of them are necessarily Idol material. I can see both of them being like really soulful, mature singers that do really well in the industry. But, they're just not an American Idol to me. To me, the epitome of an Idol is Kelly Clarkson. She is the only winner so far to actually be successful. I mean, has anyone heard of Ruben since that stupid something in 2004 song? Or what about Fantasia? I saw her music video the other day, and I almost felt like covering my ears. If I would have known she was going to sing crap, I wouldn't have voted for her. Don't get me wrong, I like hip hop/r&b stuff, just only when it's done well (although, of course you know my heart is with rock n' roll =]).
Oh, and guess what? My birthday is in 35 DAYS! This is the first birthday in a while that won't be exciting. I mean, 19? Now I just feel like I'm getting old. Haha. I suppose the exciting part could be that there will only be two more years until I'm 21. Maybe.
I feel like doing something spontaneous. I want to jump in my car and just drive to... wherever, with whoever, and just have a blast. This is like, a longing of mine (that sounds funny). But really, I can't stop thinking about it. It's like an addiction. This strapped down feeling is stealing my soul.
Okay, bed time. Ugh jsdlfkjlkj. I miss the days where I would pull all nighters and still go to school. I couldn't imagine doing that now.
Tomorrow brings: the joys of school, the giddyness of work, and then FREEDOM! I forgot to mention that we have Friday off because of - get this - Caesar Chavez Day. I mean, what the hell? We don't get President's Day off, but we get Caesar Chavez' day?? WHO IS CAESAR CHAVEZ? lol. Anyway, I don't have any classes on Thursday, so I get a four day weekend! Wooooooooooo hoooooooooooooooooo. Depressing part is I still have to work on Thursday, but I'll live.
Later losers.
xx
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