Tuesday

There's not much to say about today. I went to my chemistry lab class, and after Sorina and I went to Red Robin.

I forgot to mention a couple of things about the weekend.
On Saturday, I went with papa and a whole bunch of family to see the movie The Peaceful Warrior. It was a really inspiring movie. The main character was a gymnist and was preparing to compete so he could be in the olympics. He was like, one of those cool guys on campus. School was a breeze, he had all the girls, and had a rockin' bod. But then he meets like, a buddah guy who teaches him how to empty all the trash out of his mind and life. It's a lot more interesting then I'm letting on, but I don't want to give the movie away to those that might actually want to see it!

Sunday, mom and me went to Macy's and spent way too much money on makeup! We went to MAC and got makeovers, and bought almost everything they put on our face. It was so much fun, but it makes me queasy thinking of all the money we spent.

I watched the Half of Us video's that they posted online (halfofus.com). Well, okay that's a lie. I only watched the one Pete Wentz was in and this other guy who was bipolar. I didn't necessarily identify with the guy that was bipolar, but a lot of what Pete said sounded like something I have felt before (and mostly, recently). It was good for me to see that I'm not the only crazy person out there who feels/felt this way. I mean, of course I know I'm not the only person that is depressed, but what I'm talking about is the things that he did. Like, not wanting to leave the house to travel for FOB. The majority of last week I didn't even go to school because I was so afraid of... something. I guess just disappointing myself, feeling that I would never be good enough. And other things too.

I also forgot to blog about the Department of Peace yesterday. I am now the official leader of district 19 for the DoP! No one has done anything yet with the DoP in district 19, so I will have to recruit members and get the word out there. I'm looking forward to setting up and organizing the whole thing, setting up meetings, and finding ways of informing people about the department of peace. It will be rewarding and it will give me something to focus on instead of being depressed that my life is such a bummer all the time.

xxo